"No one after lighting a lamp covers it with a jar or puts it under a bed, but puts it on a stand, so that those who enter may see the light." Luke 8:16

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Your Presence

It's in Your presence I believe
All the things I cannot see
It's in Your presence I'm set free
To experience unsurpassing peace
It's in Your presence I believe
In the person who I'm called to be

I live for you and you alone
My strength and hope is not my own

You set forth your path before me
And shine Your light so I can see
You incline my ears so I can hear
Your voice that calls and draws me near
I walk by faith, not truly knowing
But confident in great places I am going

Your love extends through all of time
You've awaken this heart of mine

It's in Your presence I believe
You are the King of Kings
It's in Your presence I receive
Your grace more abundantly
It's in Your presence I believe
In Your great Spirit that dwells in me





I Belong to You by Derek Johnson
Come to the River by Rhett Walker Band

Monday, March 11, 2013

Letting Go

We withhold forgiveness
To those we feel who don’t deserve

To give something so precious
Our crushed spirits hold back

Why give to someone who has taken away so much?

Yet it kills us like a disease
Eating us from the inside out

Hardened hearts build up walls
Our pride encapsulates us

We wonder why there is a barrier to true happiness.

Yet there is freedom.
His name is Jesus.

He softens hearts and opens eyes.
He asks to carry our burdens.

Can we learn to freely give, what has already been freely given to us?

There is freedom in forgiveness.
Freedom in letting go

What we thought was impossible to do
Is possible through Christ

Take His yoke upon you and you will find rest for your souls



-M



Most of us think that forgiveness is something we give to others, but more so, forgiveness is something we give to ourselves. Bitterness, resentment and anger weighs us down. Not only does unforgiveness break us down internally but physically as well. It is its own all consuming disease. But when we learn to let go we experience freedom from chains that hold us back in more ways than we probably fail to recognize. If you can't do it for others, at least forgive for yourself.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

The Road Less Traveled

Embarking on this journey
Taking the road less traveled

Not driven by selfish ambition
But surrendering all that I am to You

You know the depths of my heart
The motivation of my desires

I choose to walk in the light
Where all things hidden are exposed

Your love is all consuming
Transforming from the inside out

Making all things new
You bring us from death to life

Pouring forth your goodness
Your presence satisfies me

No longer settling for the counterfeit
But awaiting on the promise

Your faithfulness is like no other
Because you are who you say you are

You are the great I am
The same yesterday, today and tomorrow.


-M


To advance in the world or to advance in the kingdom? The answer should be obvious right? But why do we, as people, settle for the counterfeit? The counterfeit looks good, looks appealing, it can work.. for a time, but what happens when we take that counterfeit to cash it at the bank? Will it pass? No. It won’t pass through the Maker.

It’s kind of like having chicken nuggets for dinner every night, chicken nuggets are good, it can do, but is it what’s best for you? Does it have the nutrients to better you as a person? No. (I know it’s not the most profound analogy, but it works. :) )

This also correlates with many relationships. People settle for the counterfeit instead of waiting on the promise, on God's perfect will. We can choose to be in denial but God knows. Why settle for anything less than genuine? 




This is What You Do by Bethel Live ft. Matt Stinton
Waste It All by Kim Walker-Smith

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Called by Grace


The tugging of my heart,
quiet whispers,

speaking undeniable conviction,
You called me by grace.

Little did I realize
That I longed to know you
And to be known by you
To abide in you and you in me.

I am consumed by your love
No longer chasing the wind
But delighting in your presence
What once was life is vanity

No longer futile but with divine purpose

Disregarding potential to answer a calling

Let it be your will and not my own
For you God, are good.



-M


I Breathe You In, God by Bryan and Katie Torwalt 
Come Away by Jesus Culture

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Redeeming Love

I just finished reading “Redeeming Love” by Francine Rivers and it is soooooo good! Redeeming Love is moving, inspiring, emotion and thought provoking, and filled with so much insight. This riveting story is based on the book of Hosea. It shows that no matter what kind of past we’ve had or how much we’ve messed up, God’s grace is sufficient. His love redeems, restores, and transforms. I was deeply moved by the characters, their trials and tribulations and how God redeemed them with His unconditional, forgiving, unchanging, everlasting, self-sacrificing love, the kind of love most people hunger their entire lives, yet never find. I am left in awe. It’s too good not to share.

I used to ask why
The memories are bittersweet
Why would you say yes, then turn around and say no?
I seek your face for answers
Then you say, seek me more
I discover the truths of your mysteries
Had I known, I would have taken up my cross long ago
I worshiped everything but You
Now I understand, now I see
I have always been your beloved..
You just wanted to be mine


-M



You are More by Tenth Avenue North
Who You Are by Unspoken

Monday, January 7, 2013

Life Cut Short

Sunday, January 6, 2013 will forever be etched in my memory and my heart. Sunday morning was welcomed with rain, though it was gloomy, I was excited to head to church because it was the first Sunday at our new facility.

My roommate and I decided to carpool that morning and We arrived at approximately 8am. As we were approaching the last stop light, where we would turn into the parking lot, we saw that there had been an accident. My roommate noticed that there was a motorcycle laying about 20 yards from where people were gathered at the intersection.

My heart started racing. As we pulled to the scene, my roommate rolled down her window and a friend from church walked up to us distraught, saying that she saw everything happen and another friend from church was involved in the accident. This was when I saw that everyone was standing over a man, laying stiff on his back.

My first instinct was to tell her to go pray for him and have everyone else pray as well. We drove around them to find a safe place to park. I immediately got out and hurried toward the scene of the accident. I saw that everyone was standing over him, praying. My first thought was, ‘God is bigger than this, He can heal him. I have to pray over him.’ I noticed he was all alone laying on the street with strangers staring at him and all I wanted to do was comfort him.

As soon as I reached him, I noticed blood all over his face. Blood was pouring out his nose and eyes, one eye socket was filled with a puddle of blood. It was evident that he had experienced severe head trauma. I looked at him and felt his fear. I got down and grabbed his hand so I could comfort him. I started to talk to him to keep him alert. He couldn’t move his body but he responded with small nods and blinking. I saw that he had a military badge, so I read his name, Christopher. 

I asked Christopher if I could pray for him. He blinked, yes. My heart ached from the look in his eyes, I knew he was scared. I prayed out loud so he could hear me through his helmet. I asked God to be with him, to cover him, to comfort him, to heal him. My voice was shaky as I tried to fight for restraint because I didn’t want Christopher to be scared more than he already was. As soon as I was done praying, a man walked over and said he was a nurse. I let go of Christopher’s hand and let the man take over from there. I told Christopher it was going to be okay.

Church service had to continue as scheduled but I couldn’t stop thinking about Christopher. One of my friends from church who witnessed the entire accident said that a police officer stated that he didn’t think Christopher was going to make it. I thought, he has to, I was just talking to him and he responded to me. He’ll be fine, he has to be.

My friend said that when they first got out of the car, Christopher was unconscious and wasn’t breathing but as soon as they started praying, they noticed his diaphragm contracting. I don’t think they all knew at the time that when I was talking to him, he was responding to me.

I woke up the next morning for work and received a text that Christopher died at 3am. He is survived by his mother, father and 14 year old sister. I wept. Their lives would change forever. Christopher would never get married or have children.  I only hope that he accepted Jesus into his heart, I prayed that his sins would be forgiven.

Before I could even ask God why, I was reminded of His sovereignty and peace swept over me.  I’m thankful that I was able to comfort and pray for him the last moments of his life. I only hope that he reconciled with God before he passed. I hope to meet Christopher in heaven one day.

This reminded me of the significance of the gospel and leading people to Christ so they can obtain salvation. I am encouraged to take advantage of every opportunity to lead people to Jesus, even in their very last moments.  I thank Christopher for setting my evangelistic spirit on fire.



Already There by Casting Crowns